my own piece of mind

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

helo(o.o)

waiting for my proj assesment now.. humph.. anxiety is growing.. praying hard i'll score a distinction in this proj.. eh hard? worst still!! my proj got debarred.! n i m SOLO in this proj.. grr... but nonetheless i completed it sui sui.

.!! wahaha.. erm.. better not be happy too early..

oki.. had been kinda sick but not sick like this .. sustaining with this flu n stub up nose for weeks le.. grr.. pray hard i dun get anything big with health till the 11th of april.. grr.. still wad's up with this week..!?

- one more assesment for today's proj tml morning.. for a diff module tho!

- 2 CT papers on thu

- 2 CT papers on fri..

AND.. tt's it for the ultimate STRESSFUL week 15 le..

hee'hee.. wad's more to come after this..?

- 2 more exam papers.. but no worry.. spread thru the week.. got plenty of time to study.. humph.. RAYMOND NG JUN YIT.. GAmBATTE ne

oki.. blogging with my mail in the lab seems kinda wierd..

shen arh.. jiu ming arh!!

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Here I Am @ 3/29/2005 04:35:00 PM

Thursday, March 17, 2005

INFJ - the counselor
Your Type is 0% Extroverted, 37% Observant, 6% Logical and 50% Structured

Your type is best summed up by the word "counselor", which belongs to
the larger group of idealists. Only 2% of the population share your
type. You are so empathic that you often know what others need before
they know themselves. You are a complex person who can deal with
complicated issues and people, almost prefer to, as you love problem
solving. You can be something of an idealist or perfectionist, and
should try to take yourself a little less seriously.
You are a
supportive and insightful romantic partner, encouraging your mate to
have dreams and work hard to make those dreams come true. Because you
are so creative, you have a wealth of ideas to help them toward those
goals. You need harmony so much that you are driven to resolve conflict
quickly, as long as the terms don't violate your ethics. You feel the
most appreciated when your partner admires your creativity, trusts your
inspirations, and respects your values. It is also vitally important
that your partner be open and emotionally available - in other words,
that they be willing to share themselves completely.

Your group summary: idealists (NF)

Your type summary: INFJ

vincex's shorter version of this test.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 1% on outgoing
You scored higher than 47% on observant
You scored higher than 4% on logical
You scored higher than 67% on structured

Link: The Quick and Dirty Personality Test written by unpretentious2 on Ok Cupid

Here I Am @ 3/17/2005 09:30:00 PM

Saturday, March 12, 2005

helo(-.-)

just b4 i get onto my proj again..

had a overwhelm of emotions.. was thinking thru so many things about life about christianity n even myself.. early this week there is a guy committed suicide together with his whole family, yest a sister in church committed suicide, this morning after breakfast were at mount zion bookshop n heard the conversation between the shopkeeper n my mum about a christian stealing books in tt bookstore.. wondering n wondering.. hiaz. y did the whole family committed suicide.. y did she committed suicide .. y did tt someone stole from tt shop..

of coz i know it well tt i can ask a whole lots of Y.. n y.. but none of them will be answered till the day i see my lord in heaven but it still caused me to think .. maybe was b'coz the similarity between all this things tt happen was 'christian' .... the shopkeeper of mount zion said tt after the stealing incident she kept asking Y? n even caused her to feel depressed.. none the less i kept strong to allowing myself to ask y.. but never to doubt the faithfulness of my god..

wad was god trying to tell me or even a whole lots of other christians? there is never a perfect being among us.. so are christians.. we are imperfect.. everyone makes mistakes.. but y are we so overwhelm emotionally by such incidents.. was it the way we paved ourself to be more mature, more holy, more righteous, more of other good things than normal beings? but in fact we aren't and we are just like normal beings.. we are not a higher level humans living in the midst of humans neither are we aliens living among the people.. are we dividing ourselves the sheeps from the goats.. was it tt which made us feel about wad had happen ?

was it guilt tt caused the whole family to perished?

then wad was it tt will made someone to steal?

alot of unanswered.. this is life.. we can ask a whole lots of Y.. y does he get good results when he din even studies, n i studied to deserve such result? y does he get all the riches tt he wants but i work thru days n nites to make ends meet? y does he gets all the girls he likes but i failed on every date? .. after a whole lots of y.. we still needa move on with time.. god will be there to grant strength in each of our days as we journey into wad we seem unfamiliar and fearful, he din say tt it will be easy.. but he did say tt he is "Emannuel" ~ god will be with us .. amen ..

Here I Am @ 3/12/2005 08:45:00 PM

Sunday, March 06, 2005

helo(o.O)

humph decided to take a lill time out to blog b4 i dive into preparation of my presentation..

it had been a rather stressful week.. rushing for UMS proj from nothing on wed till fri finalize it.. wad a thanksgiving.. stress are building up as weeks began to numbered.. had a rather refreshing weekend to start the week12th.. hiaz.. Bio-Processor running too slowly le had been stoning too much during the weekends huh.. hee'hee.. oki anyway.. the busy schedule is out:

week 12:

- Comm skills presentation
- Comm skills E-test
- UMS proj deadline

- InfoComm Quiz
- InfoComm ICA

- Began doing all d' 3 proj

week 13:
- MUZ complete all d' 3 proj by end of this week

week 14:
- submission of d' 3 proj

- one Common Test paper

week 15:

- Common test on each of these days

week 16 - 17:

- 2 Exam papers

after week 17:
- POP champagne celebrate liao!! graduate loh!!

week 19:
- result release..?

phoooo... looking optimistic on completion of proj n stuff.. hahhaha.. tt will at least boost some morale into me to face the com 24hrs a day to complete proj ba.. hahaha..

ok caught 'a series of unfortunate events' n just came back.. humph nothing much to talk about regarding tt show.. ok gonna go back to preparing presentation le..

sayonnara.. oyasumi nasai..

Here I Am @ 3/06/2005 11:29:00 PM

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

hey(O.o)

4:22A.M. on a wednesday n the 2nd day of the month, March.

had done up lill of my UMS proj thru the nite.. now waiting for time to pass n off i'll go to sch.. but.. erm high percentage i will fall asleep somewhere.. humph.. school term had been moved forward n everything is crashing onto week 14 n 15.. thank goodness those lecturers are still gracious ppl, few of them had allowed us to submit the proj after our common test.. wad a lucky thing.. but nonetheless we are still rushing like hell.. Y? coz we din start early n Y that? coz lazy..!

kk.. had a headache in sch today.. humph.. wad's worst of quiting the smoking habit? it is not for how many months or years u can go without tt ciggs.. it is the pureheart over all the past senses of smoking, strength to overcome the thoughts of addiction, determination to withhold ur hands from that stix. well kinda easy to say? yup saying is always easier than breathing.. had a bad headache today in sch, well thought was the addiction i m getting from those ciggs.. argh.. there are still ppl around me smoking.. wad can i possibly do.. i tried to move away from them, i try not to meet up with ppl who smokes so tt i dun get myself into tt habit again.. i held my breath whenever i walked pass the overhead bridge to my sch.. but they are still everywhere.. wad can i possibly do..? a fren said that he had once stopped smoking for 2 years.. but then he was back into smoking again after tt till now.. hey hey 2 years! n he was back to smoking? tt really made me wonder y? ppl took the years of pain to stop themselve from getting back into habit but at the end they submit to its temptation again.. this fren told me that "once a smoker it will be hard to kick it off, especially the temptation of seeing those ppl around u smoking".. humph kinda true.. tt influence was strong n hard.. it had been 3 months after my last ciggs, thought it had been quite long since i was clean from smoking.. anyway for all this while i thought i m strong enuff n there were no addiction into that thing.. but just came to realize tt i was kinda wrong.. had been thinking n analysing thru this stuff.. addiction comes from our pass memories, when the ppl around us smokes we had a visual of how we used to smoke, how the puff was taken, wad kind of ciggs, the reasons that we smoke.. this tempts us to take a stix b'coz of our present situation, b'coz of our present emotions, b'coz of the thoughts tt was in our memories. next to come is the symptons, the runny nose, the headaches, all these symptons was not recognized as normal fatigue of the body but rather as symptons of addictions, when these comes n we acknowledges it as symptons of addiction, then surely we will pick the cigg up again.. all this was so fresh in me.. yup yup it just happened yest during lunch humph.. all these came to me .. argh.. thank god for his strength i m able to pull my hand off from touching any ciggs.. but nonetheless depending on oneself is nv enuff to fight off this temptations.. argh.. is this tormenting? yes n even more if we can't even protect ourself from doing things we dun wanna do anymore.. hiaz.. i can't think of much to get away or hung up the call from Mr Devil, but well just have to refused to think that runny nose n headaches are symptons of addiction, and stay away from people who smokes at least we are clear from tempting ourself.. humph..had been doing these n guess i'll be doing that for quite some time.. i just dun wanna have the mindset of being strong enuff to had overcome this temptation or even the addiction, afraid that this will cause myself to fall.. bro n sis in christ whom had read this do keep me in prayers, supporting me in my fight against the devil's plot, to be strengthen in his hands n living a life that he delights.

seems like i had spend almost an hour writing that, it is 5:10A.m. now.. n alarm clock is ringing everywhere & so is my mouth's yawning..!

aright gonna stone here awhile ...'stone'.. 'stone'..... 'stone'. 'stone'... 'stone'...... 'stone' ...... dunno wad else to write le.. life's peaceful with no interruption haha yep yep watched Howl's Moving Castle, review? mm.. it is a nice show worth watching but storyline is too magical liao uptill now i still dun understand.. hahahaha.. oki.. tt's all for my reviews dun wanna be a spoiler here.. :D .... i m very tired.. should i go to sch? yawnz~~YaWNz~...~~Y@wnA.~~....yAwNZ~...y@wnZ...~~ in addition to the yawing! is growling.. hee'hee hungry!! hungry!! hungry!!... argh it is raining HEAVY cats & HEAVY dogs..oOh such a good weather to sleep..but.... ......... humph.... .........

GOOD MORNING EVERYONE !!
"zao qi de niao'er you cong chi.. oh" psst psst... "zao qi de cong'er bei niao chi!!" ....! ni yao zao qi mar?

THE TIME NOW IS 5:24A.M. !! hahaha stil remember tt watch? was like a decade back already haha.. ! alright half an hour more to my official wake-up time.. ;0

Here I Am @ 3/02/2005 04:22:00 AM