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Thursday, October 06, 2005

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oh...o.. another long time after my last post.. oki.. hee'hee.. about 1 month? yup anyway.. a BIG pad on my shoulder.. hooray i m 21 le..!!

tt day was wonderful, 27th of september 2005, a day which marked my footstep into manhood haha.. really wanna thankz all my frenz for celebrating tt day with me.. my church bro n sis for throwing a surprise for me.. ermm tho i din really showed any expression but i really appreciates it alots..!! thankz haha singing a b'day song at city hall's cafe cartel hmm.. was really a embarassing wan lol.. but coolz guys .. thankzie for the levi's shirt n jeans.. & .. thankz to all my buddiez.. wow it had been like 8 yrs with u guys.. long? yup we still had another long way to go ner.. haha.. tt nite was wonderful singing my b'day song at V-pool.. made me win everyone in the pool game b4 i can open my present.. n worst still we dirtied the whole place outside DBS bank wahahaha smacking cakes at each other.. it was so fun.. haha.. dun think any of my other frenz would play with me as crazy as u guys would.. hmm.. really life was great being with u guyz, my buddiez..! i liked the Creative MuVo very much it had accompanied me thru my sleeps.. haha.. phew luckily u guys din get a pink wan for me huh.. wahaha.. hey buddiez men, after all our 21st b'day the next big thing would be our life's BIG day le.. tt day was on the bus talking with jing xian n boss about it ne.. hmm.. really looking forward to it.. seeing everyone one of us stepping into a new chapter of our life.. haha.. tho we really made a few jokes out of everyone'e BIG day.. haha.. like wishing tt junquan would get back together with eunice so tt we could save up on one more person's gift n hong bao..! or wondering if our shorty zhong yi would really surprise us with a shotgun! haha he came up with tt joke once n all of us almost give him a taste of each of our fist tho..! i guess if tt really happens tt's it for him .. he can give up the idea of growing any taller le..!! wahahaha..! u know guyz i really mizz those times in sec sch when all of us could stick to each other like super glued.. we share our laughters, our tears, our fears and our problems together.. we studied together, played together.. and beared each other's burdens.. you guys are really a group of wonderful frenz around me..! tho none of u r in christ i still wanna say "thank god"

hey hey.. 21st b'day is the time of great gifts? lol.. yupz yupz.. haha time to show off my presents le.. =P
- levi's jeans & polo tee
- Billabong leather wallet
- creative MuVo V200 MP3
- BurBerry Touch
- Swatch skin

thanksgiving for 21 yrs.. hmm.. a few things which i really wanna givethanks at this time of my life would be my completion of my studies.. it was really a hard time facing all the odds of financial problems but still managed to complete my course in poly, tho mid-way through the stress was so heavy tt i really wanna give up studying and get to work to support my bro n sis instead.. but still pulled myself together n got through it.. THANK YOU, my dear Lord.. next.. my NS.. well just a glimpse and 3 months of my NS had passed by.. fast? not sure but still a 21 months more to go.. but none the less just within this short period of 3 months he had given me more than enough.. n i really wanna thank him for his providence during these times.. during basic training, although i m a rather quiet guy but still had gave my PC n instructors a good impression.. was given the opportunity to lead my platton as a platoon i/c and also as sect com during trainings.. which really give me doors to learn more things and experience the difficulty in leading people.. during my vocation training i received the best trainee in theory.. which is a BIG thanksgiving also coz i had forgotten all about the test even the nite b4.. haha.. and now am posted to unit, yest my dept OC was telling me that he had planned for me to promote to corporal and wants me to take over one of my NCO job scope after he ORD nxt yr april.. phew really thank god for what he did in my life... a life testimony is a gospel in itself... but hmmm... i m not a perfect person tho.. phew really givethanks to god for all this happenings in these years of living.. raymond gotto work harder for the Lord..! for all this good things was given to my life with only one terms and conditions and that is to LOVE my god, my Lord, my father in heaven.. i really gotto work harder for my Lord.. seems like i had been slacking too much for his kingdom..

hmmm.. lastly ermm.. dad! how had yer been? forgotten about my 21st b'day? humph if u are still around us wad would u give me on this big day? a car? wahaha dreaming ba.! anyway dreamt of yer again.. well shall not mention wad was the dream about it was something real bad.. but anyway will pray hard tt u r alright and doing fine now.. hmmm... was chatting with mum about u weeks b4.. everyone in the family misses u.. some of us had dreamt about u.. .. well.. sis cried and asked about u.. hmm... everyone misses u dad.. .... well mum was saying tt u doted on me the most haha.. yup out of mum n dad .. dad shows me more love n care than mum does but still dad is very cold and stern towards me.. i still remember when i was 11 or 12 yrs old i played with uncle's toys n got caned real hard by dad.. wow the mee goreng was real shiok arh..! it left bruises on my legs.. days later when the bruises din heal, dad told mum to rub ointment on those bruises for me.. haha.. i was so touched tt time tt i cried.. n dad was the only person who stroked my head when i fell asleep.. hmm.. nobody other than granny does tt.. haha talking about yer brings back so much memories.. hmm if the one to leave were to be mum i guess it would also brings back alot of memories.. and everything will be written in past tense..

haha.. we should treasure someone who is beside us coz we dunno when we might lose him or her.. yupz.. my mum is the greatest mum .. it had been really hard for her these few yrs.. tho.. there are just things which we as childrens can never understand .. times when people made her cry.. i really feel like confronting those peeps.. but most of the time i guess i m the one who made her worried the most.. hee'ee sorry mum.. :p there's more of me to come. .. haha.. but i m growing..! n being naughty is just part of my growing process..! hee'hee...

alright.. these few days had been tiring.. trainings, drills, exercises and standby duties.. so tiring.. and worst still couldn't get enough sleep yest nite... darn..! gonna rest early tonight le..

nitez nitez..

Here I Am @ 10/06/2005 07:53:00 PM